1 January 2008: Looking Ahead

I woke up with a stinking hangover.  I try not to drink so much usually, as hangovers last for two or three days now. 

Decided on my resolutions for the year ahead:

-          Reach my target of raising £1m for brain tumour charities.

-          Have a boob job.  Yes, I know it sounds frivolous – and odd to want another hospital trip in my life – but I've always wanted a boob job, since long before the tumour.  It would really boost my confidence, and the better I feel about my looks and what is on the outside, the better I feel on the inside.  There are certain things I want to do before I die and this is one of them.  I’ve learned that if I want something enough I have to make it happen sooner rather than later I can’t waist time.

-          Find a partner, settle down and be happy.  It’s hard to find a man.  I always tell them straight away about my tumour.  Some don’t want to even go there, but some get attached too quickly, they feel they have to accelerate things because I don’t know how long I’ve got.  One guy told me he loved me after a week!  I had to walk away.  The hardest thing about the tumour is not having a time frame I could have 10 years left so I have to make plans and look ahead – and that includes finding my soul mate.